Love is amazing and it's scary as hell. Especially when you're so linked to someone you can almost breathe in sync with them. To be separated from someone that you're that connected with is even scarier still. You know you have stuff to do, but when they are so much of your inspiration, even getting out of bed in the morning becomes a challenge. Some people think love is a choice, I beg to differ. I think not to love is a choice, but loving really comes naturally if are supposed to be with a person or group of people. It may seem odd to some, but let me explain. I guess I can compare it to the sense of feeling like you're supposed to be somewhere or go somewhere or call someone. It's in you to do it and nags at you, love can be like that. This deep connection is somewhat like another quote I heard once; "Let there be such oneness between you that when one cries the other will taste salt". Well let's just say there should be quite a few salty days going on right now. I have great faith in miracles. I've seen some amazing things in my life; I'm a miracle, really many times over, kind of like a cat with 9 lives. The miracle I'm believing for is not just for me even though I guess I will get the most personal benefit from it, but I want to have something to offer my love and the world.

I can only tell you if you ever get it that God loves you no matter what, and does not care who you love, just that you love, and if you ever really fall madly in love with the person you know you were created for to make a difference in this crazy world, you will get where I'm coming from, and not let go until you get your miracle too. Christmas is for miracles right? I got one Christmas miracle and didn't see it for what it was, now I'm praying for it to come to me again, never let go of your gifts, and never forget to tell them everyday that they are one.